I have always been a little high strung, wound a little too tight. I think for the most part I manage this situation. No medication. No big freak outs. Just being me. Don't get me wrong, being me has not always made me popular. I think the being me is often being blunt, sarcastic and not super warm and fuzzy. Perhaps even a little cold. A hard ass. It's me and it's how I make me work.
So, have had to really put on the full me this week, just to get by. The mounds of work are quickly becoming mountains; insurmountable mountains. It is creating anxiety. It is creating stress.
I hate that.
I tend to function well while being pretty tightly wound, I have a pretty firm control of my day....I usually have a pretty firm control of my day. But this week has grabbed and mangled my last nerve. One more day, baby. One more day!
I need to decompress...I have more work tomorrow than my 8 hour day will allow but if anyone can do it, I can do it or it can't be done at all.
Pray for me!
Later...
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